Just a quick update: still no job yet. I don't know if I can find another job I could excell at so what do I do? I start writing again. I know it won't earn me anything (if ever it gets finished, never mind published) but it helps me relax by giving me something else to think about.
Here I am, trying to find a job that will allow us to set up a future, and allow us to make a positive start in a sad world. Having seen my parents' struggle to make sure we had a good home, a nice home, I want to be secure now so that we don't have to worry. Is it so wrong to wonder if I made the right decision in even coming to University? Yes, I got Matt out of the equation but other than him, what did I get? Answer: bugger all that's good. I got massive debt; no job; no home of my own. All that's to come, apparently but in a recession, where will it come from?
I'm currently listening to the dog barking at the builders and the rain and wondering why I can't grab my life by the balls and change it? Why shouldn't I? I'm a young woman (nearly 23), with all to play for. I have a boyfriend who loves me and is prepared to let me be who I want, accepts me for what shape I am. I feel ready to take on the world and know that I have every chance of succeeding.
So here I go. My first steps into the world. Well, they will be when I hear from Asda!
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